squeak Posted December 22, 2009 Report Posted December 22, 2009 it hasn't been a good day for me at all, one of my best friends committed suicide tonight so i'm pretty tore up, he was texting me for most of the day and i tried n tried to talk him out of it but he wouldn't listen. i guess shit got really bad for him n he didn't wanna go back to prison...it was really hard to understand him he was so messed up on zanex...n the worst part for me was he text me sorry n goodbye right before...this is the first time one of my close friends has done that...idk if i'm in shock or what...i really don't know how to react R.I.P brandon you will be missed Quote
kl0wn Posted December 22, 2009 Report Posted December 22, 2009 I know how you feel bro...On November 7th I was at a party, and I called my buddy to give him directions to come, but when I called him he was in tears and said i'll text you. Well I was in the middle of my text asking what was wrong, but he texted me before I could send it saying that our friend hung himself. He wasn't my BEST friend, but I was still pretty close to him, chilled with him a lot during the summers. I saw him the day before he killed himself out in town, but didn't talk to him because I was in a hurry, all I did was flick him off (in a joking way), he laughed and flicked me back off, but still it sucks knowing that was last thing I got to say to him. So I feel for you bro. Quote 06 Mini Cooper S Sundown, SoundQubed Cadence, XS Power 151s Sealed 155s Outlaw Windshield @ 37hz
blackrosetiger Posted December 22, 2009 Report Posted December 22, 2009 (edited) Sorry man that sucks I know. On 4/20/00 <- (I know) my father was killed in an accident. We got hit head on. and I had to push in the front windshield to give my father CPR. (I had just taken my CPR test that day too of all things) So I know what its like to feel like knowing that you couldn't do anything. It's the most empty feeling in the world. the key is to remember the good times. Talking about it helps alot too. it hasn't been a good day for me at all, one of my best friends committed suicide tonight so i'm pretty tore up, he was texting me for most of the day and i tried n tried to talk him out of it but he wouldn't listen. i guess shit got really bad for him n he didn't wanna go back to prison...it was really hard to understand him he was so messed up on zanex...n the worst part for me was he text me sorry n goodbye right before...this is the first time one of my close friends has done that...idk if i'm in shock or what...i really don't know how to reactR.I.P brandon you will be missed Edited December 22, 2009 by blackrosetiger Quote 1998 Plymouth Voyager (daily) Jensen VM9213 H.U. (I Know but I havent had any problems.... yet) 5.25" Factory -> Sound Stream SST5.2 6x9 Hifonics ZXi 693 -> Sound Stream SST6.9 Amp: Class D: Crescendo 3KWP (x2) Class A/B: Crescendo 1000C4 Sub: Almani S-7 10" (x6)
bobonit Posted December 22, 2009 Report Posted December 22, 2009 Wow sorry bro, I'm sorry to hear that. I know how you feel. One of my best friends and former roomy committed suicide in July. All I can say is, try to remember the good times. Quote 97 Maxima SE Bunch of shit going in, check out the build Build Log
squeak Posted December 22, 2009 Author Report Posted December 22, 2009 yea i just wish i coulda been there in person to talk him out of it or stop him, its not a good feeling knowing that i'm the last person he talked to...i don't even know how to explain the feeling...i'm glad my gf is here to help me thru it otherwise idk how i'd manage, this have a feeling this will be a rough week now Quote
bobonit Posted December 22, 2009 Report Posted December 22, 2009 yea i just wish i coulda been there in person to talk him out of it or stop him, its not a good feeling knowing that i'm the last person he talked to...i don't even know how to explain the feeling...i'm glad my gf is here to help me thru it otherwise idk how i'd manage, this have a feeling this will be a rough week now That really adds a whole different dimension to it. I found out about my friend after the fact. I couldn't imagine knowing about it happening and not being able to do anything about it. At least your have your girl to help you out. Quote 97 Maxima SE Bunch of shit going in, check out the build Build Log
squeak Posted December 22, 2009 Author Report Posted December 22, 2009 That really adds a whole different dimension to it. I found out about my friend after the fact. I couldn't imagine knowing about it happening and not being able to do anything about it. At least your have your girl to help you out. yea for sure man i'd be lost without her, i wanna just go get totally hammered but i gotta resist the urge, i've been sober for a yr now n it would totally ruin everything, i'll just have to tough it out Quote
actafool4187 Posted December 22, 2009 Report Posted December 22, 2009 sorry to hear that man. i had a buddy drink and drive and blew a stop sign. got hit and killed. then a week later, another friend hung himself. drugs and alcohol. bad news. sucks bad. oh, and they were both named john. don't make friends with people named john. they are trouble Quote Pioneer AVH P5900DVD JL Audio XR525 CSi Components (Kickpanels) Infinity Reference 6020cs Components (Doors) JL Audio 12W7 Subwoofer JL Audio e1800D Amplifier JL Audio e4300D Amplifier
squeak Posted December 22, 2009 Author Report Posted December 22, 2009 sorry to hear that man. i had a buddy drink and drive and blew a stop sign. got hit and killed. then a week later, another friend hung himself. drugs and alcohol. bad news. sucks bad. oh, and they were both named john. don't make friends with people named john. they are trouble lol i'll keep that in mind, but yea losing friends sucks, i've known a few ppl that have committed suicide but this was one of my close friends so its hitting me pretty hard Quote
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