my grandfather died of his kidneys shutting down because he was a drunk... ONLY AT NIGHT though he would not drink during the day.. he drank every night about every 2 days he would polish off a bottle of vodka.. he was a all star athlete and he ran and hurdled in the empire state games untill he died.. he never missed a day to work out and always was a very happy drunk.. But the last few months of his life when he had jaundus (or however you spell it) he said were complete hell and he wished he would die sooner.. he had a stroke because of that shit and to this day the doctors said if he never got on the shit he would have lived to be 110 like his mother.. His wife is now even in a worse perdicament then he is.. she drank just like he did except now her kidneys are fine but her mind is fucked up she has diabetes from it and now demensia from it and has to be in a protected nursing home because she cant be home alone.. and it also fucked up her intestines so she has a colastamie (again idk how to spell it) i used to be like you when i was 14-15 but after i saw what had happened to them.. i QUIT and havent touched the shit since.. my grandma doesnt even remember me and my grandpa died april 28th 2006 7 days after my birthday... Please i beg you quit i dont even want to know about someone else that has fucked up their life because of that shit... you may think your fine on the outside but on the inside your really getting fucked up and nothing can help but you quiting....