So sorry for your loss bro.. I know how you must feel.. Lost my dad in 09 and still seems like yesterday.. I know your pops is looking down on you with a very big smile.. He is proud of you for who you are and what you will become in life.. Just think of all the great memories you had with him, and continue life making him proud of you..
I know its not the best Bday you are having, but having family and friends around at times does help the loss and pain..
Jay