thegr8cody Posted January 18, 2008 Report Posted January 18, 2008 well here it goes im 19.my brother is fixing to turn 11 he has autism and albinism and only has about about 40% the vision he should.also low white blood cells i believe so whenever he gets sick i get really worried. and my older sister is 22 and has 2 kids not with either of the dads.they were both crackheads and alcoholics and the one she has now is the same.she lies and barrows money all the time.the only reason she has a place to stay is because fema and it happens to be next door we never see her unless she wants a babysitter or money.and she steals from my parents all the time i see her going through there trucks and shit.also we found out last year i have another sister my mom is pissed about that cause its not be her lol so my parents almost broke up.my dad barely works he has a lawncare buisness but all he does is hunt and fish and my mom collects un employment and has cancer in her arm its been removed twice and spread both times just got done with a 3rd surgery.and she cant get a job of she keeps having surgery and what not.but with my parents theyve done for more or me than anybody ever would there always there.and my g/f goes to bootcamp monday and when she gets out we're moving.my parents are renting a trailer we lost our house in katrina and its been downhill ever since and i feel like im abandoning my parents when they need me the most my mom is real upset cause im the one that balances everything out referee i guess you'd call it.and i fear for my brother leaving him my dads getting mid 40's he cant work to much longer ya know.my plan was to spend my income tax on me to reward myself basically.then my girlfriend talked me into spending 50% so i can save the rest for when we move.i was fine with that now i find out when she graduates i gotta spend 500 on a plane ticket 300-400 on a hotel for 3 days plus taxi fee to get around so i dont know if im being selfish about it but this is starting to be more than i can bare paycheck to paycheck get my bonus then its gotta go to plane tickets and all that. great kickoff for 08 Quote 1998 gmc sierra h/u:eclipse cd3200 sub:dd9518g d1.5 amp:jl e300/4 sub amp:dd m2a front stage:id ctx65cs dc power 270 alt lots of kicker 1/0
BassJunkie Posted January 18, 2008 Report Posted January 18, 2008 Sorry to hear about all of that, but man, you're only 19, it'll get better bro! You just gotta keep your head up, sometimes life is tough, I'm going through a tough time myself, but keep your head up man, hang in there. You got alot of life left to live, I'm sure it will get better. You're doing what you can, and thats all anyone can ask for. Just don't let life get you down. Quote 1986 C20 Suburban 9 American Bass XFL 15's B2 M1MKII 14v XS Power Batteries Maxwell Caps Acoustical energy is free. Electrical energy is not you havent lived until you've hit a screw with a router.
andym85 Posted January 18, 2008 Report Posted January 18, 2008 yea..that blows! just remember that u can't please everybody at the same time and sometimes its ok to be a little selfish...ya know move out with ur girl and kinda get a 'fresh' start with things...dont feel bad for leaving your parents...im sure they just want the best for you and stuff... Quote i likes me some audio stuff...
Torres Posted January 18, 2008 Report Posted January 18, 2008 these shoulders hold up so much, they wont budge, i'll never fall or fold up. i'm a soldier, even if my collar bones crush or crumble, i will never slip or stumble. good song... hope the best for ya man. keep ya head up Quote
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