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[larrys95civic]

Ok I was sitting here wishing you all could meet my kids so you all would know what I'm fighting for and I realized I've never even posted pics of them so here are some pics from yesterday, my oldest was with a friend so it's just the 3 youngest

aww the pic came out shitty, but they are with a phone. I sold my camera on craigslist so I could make a payment on my Discover card last month

[larrys95civic]

I keep trying to listen to everyone say "it can't get worse" and "God only gives you what you can handle" and honestly I don't want to handle anymore! So today my buddy agrees to help me with my wheel bearing so I go drop my last $146.00 dollars on a new wheel bearing (don't ask me how I'm going to pay rent or eat) but any freaking ways, I'll just let the pictures do the talking:

[larrys95civic]

oh and I found this, I just left it well because I had to. I'll try and see what caused it tomorrow when it's light out

[fosgatefan821]

Do you want a new fuse holder? I believe I have one sitting at my dads house. I can ship it tomorrow if ya want it. Just let me know

[larrys95civic]

Do you want a new fuse holder? I believe I have one sitting at my dads house. I can ship it tomorrow if ya want it. Just let me know

Thanks man but I'm not in any hurry to fix it, honestly I'm going to have to sell everything to pay my bills. I can't drive until I can sell something and get some spacers or some used tired for my stock rims, then I can sell the 20's. Sorry man I'm just completely bummed because I just talked to my ex and she's not letting me see my kids until I pay her child support.

[larrys95civic]

Guys this is the shittiest thing I've ever had to do I have this God awful feeling in my gut asking people to help me again but I want to see my kids so bad. They are why I want to live through all of this and I'm not asking for hand outs but please buy my gear. I put my amps and 18's up for sale, I have all kinds of stuff and I'll defiantly take offers. Please help me one more time and Please please please help if you and buy something. I haven't slept in a week, I have to force myself to eat and then with this whole tire and wheel bearing thing it's just eating me up. Hell I'll even let people make payments on stuff if you need to, I don't know what else to do right now. My welfare is only giving me 400 bucks and my rent is 500, I have filed for disability but that can take months and most of the time they turn you down then you need a lawyer to do it again. I want really thank all of you for helping me out last time and I promise I'll figure something out next month, but I can't make it on my own right now. The last thing I ever want to do is take away from you and your families so please don't put yourselves out. It makes my guts hurt selling my 18's and amps, I saved for 4 years to buy them behind my ex's back since she hated audio. She loved my paychecks but hated any part of it being a hobby for me. I have a doctors appointment today and I start chemo next week so they won't be doing me any good for a long time anyways so please someone enjoy them, they deserve a good home lol.

[8ight]

Guys this is the shittiest thing I've ever had to do I have this God awful feeling in my gut asking people to help me again but I want to see my kids so bad. They are why I want to live through all of this and I'm not asking for hand outs but please buy my gear. I put my amps and 18's up for sale, I have all kinds of stuff and I'll defiantly take offers. Please help me one more time and Please please please help if you and buy something. I haven't slept in a week, I have to force myself to eat and then with this whole tire and wheel bearing thing it's just eating me up. Hell I'll even let people make payments on stuff if you need to, I don't know what else to do right now. My welfare is only giving me 400 bucks and my rent is 500, I have filed for disability but that can take months and most of the time they turn you down then you need a lawyer to do it again. I want really thank all of you for helping me out last time and I promise I'll figure something out next month, but I can't make it on my own right now. The last thing I ever want to do is take away from you and your families so please don't put yourselves out. It makes my guts hurt selling my 18's and amps, I saved for 4 years to buy them behind my ex's back since she hated audio. She loved my paychecks but hated any part of it being a hobby for me. I have a doctors appointment today and I start chemo next week so they won't be doing me any good for a long time anyways so please someone enjoy them, they deserve a good home lol.

I really wish I didn't have to come to this thread to read this. I hope you don't end up with a cent less than everything is worth and I must say you have beautiful children. Stay positive, I'd like to be reading this thread from now until it has a happy ending.

[RyanJ]

If I had the money, I would send it. Ill hopefully sel one of my phones this week and ill ask one of my friends with PayPal to send you a donation hopefully. Man be strong.

And didnt we tell you already? Asking for help is a good thing. As a Buddhist , when we see a negative, it's our obligation to do everything to turn it into a positive. Keep your head up

[OrionStang]

Your ex is a soul-less fucking cunt.

Ill see what I can do, just got paid today.

[larrys95civic]

Your ex is a soul-less fucking cunt.

Ill see what I can do, just got paid today.

It's been a long time since I've smiled like that brother, I actually laughed. She has seen our divorce as a financial gain. People don't matter to her it's horrible to say but because I want to believe there is good in everyone, especially the person who is closest to my children but I find myself wishing she would die and it makes me feel like shit because that is not the type of person I am.