reinke Posted December 19, 2008 Report Share Posted December 19, 2008 i went to my rheuny today (a bone doctor). i am getting worse quicker than she thought i would. i lost another 2 milimeters of movement in the last month. and then i went to a psychiatrist. she diagnosed me with bipolar disorder, sleep apnea, and anxiety disorder. she prescribed me seroquel and lithium. on top of my morphine for pain, darvocet for sleeping, and my enbrel for my disease which is killing me. i swear everynight i prey that i do not wake up. i would rather be dead than have to deal with this shit and put my new wife and son through this. Quote ----reference's---- meade916 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
meade916 Posted December 19, 2008 Report Share Posted December 19, 2008 damn bro thats HEAVY shit man.....hold your head up!!! Quote All SMD products + MORE available at my store here! https://wccaraudio.com/ Subscribe to My Youtube Channel! Over 1,000,000 subscribers strong! Turn on your notifications! http://www.youtube.com/meade916 Follow My Instagram! Daily live feeds from the shop, exclusive content way before it hits my Youtube channel...and little squares with photo's in them http://www.instagram.com/meade916 The Official SMD Facebook fan Page https://www.facebook.com/SteveMeadeDesigns/ Follow my Tweet (Twitter) http://www.Twitter.com/meade916 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
reinke Posted December 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted December 19, 2008 damn bro thats HEAVY shit man.....hold your head up!!! i have been trying my best man but it is hard. i'm 23 and i was told if i live another 10-12 years i should consider myself lucky. then i found out i have all these meesed up problems today. it sucks. Quote ----reference's---- meade916 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zade08 Posted December 19, 2008 Report Share Posted December 19, 2008 Hey bro go out with a bang thats all I can say. I would try to set my family as stright as possible financialy. But thats just me man. Ima say a prair for ya bro. Hope very thing turns out ok man. Quote Vehicle: 2001 Ford Escape Head Unit: Kenwood Kdc-x592 All out for a rebuild. New shit coming in the next 30 days. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
reinke Posted December 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted December 19, 2008 when i do decide to "go out" they will be set. once me and my wife got married last month my insurance company gave all of us a $1,000,000 life insurance policy. Quote ----reference's---- meade916 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zade08 Posted December 19, 2008 Report Share Posted December 19, 2008 At least your heart and head are in the right place man. Family first. I prayed for ya. Until then keep stuntin your shit. :hairtrick: Quote Vehicle: 2001 Ford Escape Head Unit: Kenwood Kdc-x592 All out for a rebuild. New shit coming in the next 30 days. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dr.db Posted December 20, 2008 Report Share Posted December 20, 2008 As I am not going through anything as drastic as this...all I can say is stay as positive as you can..being good in the head does wonders for the body!!Best of luck to you and your family. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eric B Posted December 20, 2008 Report Share Posted December 20, 2008 As I am not going through anything as drastic as this...all I can say is stay as positive as you can..being good in the head does wonders for the body!!Best of luck to you and your family. X2!!! gotta be optimistic bro!!! Quote 2007 Chevy HHR LT UNDER CONSTRUCTION 1st Place Loud N Low 2010 MWSPL Finals 3rd Place Xtreme 3 2010 MWSPL Finals Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ISO Posted December 20, 2008 Report Share Posted December 20, 2008 (edited) Wow man all I can say is stay positive and believe me I know its damn hard to stay positive when there are outside factors involved. Its not your fault which probbly makes it real hard to stay positive. I don't know about you but if I had a child I would probbly love and cherish it and want to leave an ever lasting positive memory in its head of who I am. I guess what I'm trying to say (which I'm not to good at) is maybe the child can help you stay positive. For me I would try and make that child smile everyday witch would help make me smile and in turn help with the positivity in my life. Did I make any sense? I wish you the best and keep your head up. Sorry I'm almost 30 (no kids) an I guess guys have biological clocks too. Edited December 20, 2008 by ISO Quote Isobaric - Refers to the practice of coupling two drivers together to make them act as one. "Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go." Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. The Destruction of a person builds character. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
machado287 Posted December 20, 2008 Report Share Posted December 20, 2008 keep your head (la luz de alante es la que alumbra) Quote 02g power wire sundown saz 3500 digital desing 95F selenium mechman alt. 250 amp Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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