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some of you know i was diagnosed with AS. basically my spine is growing together. i have waited 2 weeks to get my new medicine ENBREL. it finally came to my house about 5 minutes ago. i am excited but nervous as hell. i have needles. but it should help with the pain and allow me to bend more that what i can. in the last 2 month's i have lost over 10mm in movement. it may not seem like much but my disease is progressing alot faster than expected.

anyways here a quick pic and maybe a video of the injesction if i can get a vid.

by the way. this one needle is well over $500. thank god for terrific insurance coverage. it is covered 100% for the first 6 month's and 75% for the 2nd 6 month's and then 50% for the rest ofmy life.

here is the prefilled syringe. iirc they are something like $589 a piece.

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my best friend from now on. this is gonna get more use than my wee-wee

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meade916

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thats horrible man, hope the new drug works out

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I have a ritual called "terminator". I crouch in the shower in the "naked terminator" pose. With eyes closed I crouch for a minute and visualize either Arnie or the guy from the 2nd movie. I then start to hum the T2 theme. Slowly I rise to a standing position and open my eyes. It helps me get through my day. The only problem is if the shower curtain sticks to my terminator leg. It sorta ruins the fantasy.
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i got a video uploading now. it hurt like hell. i am not sure if you guys will be able to see much but you can hear me talking. it fucking sucked ass.

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meade916

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That sucks man. Stay strong.

Whats even worst about needles, is having to give the shot to yourself.

that and the fact that if i inject this medicine into a vein on accident it will destroy my red blood cells. it has been about 10-15 minutes since i did this and my leg is still tender but the pain killer is kicking in. out of a 50cc syrunge 35% of it it liquid morphine woo hoo.

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meade916

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wow i feel for anybody that has to go through any kind of sickness. especially injections. i watched my grandmother give her self injections for years, it was hard on her. iirc you have a little one and a wife. let them be your strength.

REST IN PARADISE BIG RICH (Sqmonte) never forgotten

Why do you guys ALWAYS dispute on NUMBERS?????

It's such a played out argument, so fucking annoying....

It's 12 fuckin 15's.... It's louder than you... Shut the fuck up...

/Rant

:)

I'm so jealous, it makes me want to club baby seals. That shit gets down HARD!

dont buy from knowledge he will scam you.

http://www.stevemeadedesigns.com/board/topic/30995-official-knowledge-feedback/

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